Do these things make me unworthy to be loved & a wife?
According to society, 'Don't get married, you'll be lonely & die of it.' And that kinda worries me. Part of me wants to be loved (forever), but fear it & :the rules': cook, have kids, & sex. I can't cook much, I don't want kids, & I don't want to have sex. It's disgusting. My virginity is the only thing that makes me feel special & sets me apart from others. Without it I got almost nothing else about me to be proud of.